Blabbering on Fallen-tin Day

February 15 2008 [01:02 PM]

Ahaha, I'm going to get crazy real soon if the situation continues like this forever, okay. There are two options, going crazy or growing stronger. That's all about it.

Being loved and loving... I've talked and thought about this thing for so many times, and I've decided that I love to love. It's just that sometimes, loving someone needs more super power, which I'm so lack of right now. Bleah, once again I sounded like a weary, slow and weak little girl. And once again, it's all still because of that guy.

Even so, to be loved needs the super courage too. The courage to decide wheter loving back or rejecting. So the point is, we need more bravery, power and courage to face this life. Life never go easy on anyone, dear. It's just how you face it.

Stop acting childish, dear tiara. I should stop thinking about him and moving on, and with this thing, I look more like Jay in my story. But the more I think about it, the more I found that it's even more childish. I'm not gonna runaway. Although I don't know which way is the right one to face this kind of problem. Wait and keep waiting or trying to forget?

Who had ever thought that i could be this addicted to him? Who had ever thought that he could do this to me?

"One more day waiting for you won't hurt," that's what my little Cyndi said in my story. So now I found out that both characters in my story (or maybe all characters there) are the reflection of my own character... that's the amazing thing about a story, you can look down into the personality of the author.

Okay, I was just blabbering.

Oh, I have another poem to share!

(Love one another; Kahlil Gibran)

Love one another, but make not a bond of love
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.

Fill each other's cup, but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread, but eat not from the same loaf.

Sing and dance together and be joyous,
But let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone,
Though they quiver with the same music.

Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping;
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.

And stand together yet not too near together;
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.

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HAPPY CNY!

February 08 2008 [09:39 AM]

HAPPY CNY! Hahaha...
and Happy birthday for my dad! LOL xD

My dad's birthday is 6th of feb and we held a surprise party for him, haha... to be honest, he's actually the childish one, my maid said that his face was sulky for the whole day because none of us gave him a birthday greeting, aww... poor daddy! Haha...

We bake a brownies for him! And I actually want to show it off to all of you, but I still can't find the cable data... >.> I'll show you the most delicious brownies I've ever tasted (and made, since that was the first one...).

And when he got hme, ta-daaah!!! Here comes the gift he had waited for the whole day! hahaha, too bad that he had celebrated his birthday with his relatives in the office. So that night we went ou for a dinner! Hahaha, what a wonderful night, lol.

So now, I have my two cousins in my house, actually three but the one doesn't stay here. And the four of us was born in the year 89, so we're in the same age. and every night, we spends our time chatting, it's like an endless sleepover! LoL xD. And all of us are the shopaholic girl, so... oh well, I don't think I can save money this month.

And we have another plan now, after planning for my dad's surprise birthday party, our status now are the manner teacher for my brother, since he's so old-fashioned and physics freak and never cared about his look, se here we are to help him get the girls! hahaha xD last night, we gave him a lesson already, cleaning his face with the scrubs and maskering him and gave him a bottle of perfume etec-etc... so he would not be the rotten garlic anymore, lol.

Apart from that, we are now in the mission of watching smile pasta (again, lol) it's even not only me and my two cousins but also my maid! Haha, it's so fun, since my maid doesn't understand english so after a scene we'll tell her what's that scene about. Haha, that's what we call sisterhood!!!

And today, we'll go out (again) to look for some stylish clothes for my brother and EAT PASTA! it's all because of smiling pasta that all of us want to eat a sphagetti madly right now, lol.

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